Haiku – ‘Monotony’

Miserable day,
Overthoughtful sleep; every night
Set on repeat.

~ Words Above Swords ~

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Shameless, or Courageous?

‚ÄčNot your fault…it just doesn’t matter anymore to you. Don’t deny, you don’t have to… my fault, as always. But it isn’t the same anymore, you know.  I touched your face, but it isn’t the same. It’s cold, as cold as I’ve turned you. No wonder my fault, and I mean it when I say it. I look into your eyes, but they aren’t deep anymore. Feels like you’re trying to block the rays emerging from my eyes from entering yours. Like you’re trying your best to resist everything. But I know it’s all my fault, for real.

What do I call it? Remorseless or repenting? That after all I put you through, I’m still touching your skin in hope that I’ll turn you warm again.

Is it barefaced of me or is it brave of me? That after everything I’ve done,  I still look into your eyes without a hesitation, that I still believe that it is only me who possesses the right to do so. 

Is it Shameless of me that after all of my erromeous deeds, I still stand the courage to complain to you about this hateful situation. I really am complaining. I be pretending that I ain’t, but deep down,

I REALLY AM COMPLAINING

I don’t even know what I apologized for

I don’t even know what I apologized. But, I apologized because I felt like doin’ it. I apologized because I was sure of you not understanding my point. You have always been so illogical that my logic refuses to confront you. I apologized because I apologized when it wasn’t my fault. I apologized for nothing because something meant everything. I apologized for not hiding anything from you, for telling the truth.I apologized because you’re a mistake. I apologize for hoping that you’ll change someday. I apologize for probably going on apologizing the rest of my life for nothing. 

But, don’t you think you should be apologizing too for making yourself someone whom I prefer apologizing rather than trying to express my point?